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My Last First day.
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Today, August 12th, 2014 was my last first day of high school.
I cant believe that I am a senior. So many people rushing back and forth on their first day.
It was amazing though, I can actually say that this was the best first day of school I have ever experienced.
I will tell you how it went,
First thing, my friend drove me to school, which was terrifying because this was the first day she went on actual road.
Then I went roaming around school to say hi to people I missed dearly. I then went to my favorite teachers room, and found her eating her breakfast. I missed her oh so much! She changed so much!
Then we took care of some of her errands and I was disappointed that I did not have her, also she was sad that I wouldn't TA for her until next semester.
Then I went to my locker and dumped everything that i did not need for my first 2 periods.
I then went to my reg room, where I spoke with an old friend
Then I went to my first period (all the way on the other side of school *phew*). I saw that i actually had so many friends in that class! I was so happy!
Then 2nd period, i had my first daily quiz, which isn't a shock because it was AP Calc xD
Then during nutrition i saw my boyfriend, i attacked him with the biggest hug i could give him because i missed him so much!!
Then 3rd, my 2nd favorite teacher showed up, it was his wifes class. She had to take care of taking her daughter to her first day of kindergarten, so cute!! We had a fun time talking C:
4th period was pretty awesome, AP Studio Art, wooh!!
During lunch, i went back and forth because i found my cousin *screeches* I attacked her with me calling her freshman xD I love bothering her. c; then i found my bacheh (kid in farsi) and told her we are TAing for my 2nd fave teacher during 6th. mwahaha.
and then 5th period, the only class where i do not have any friends in. Speech, my 2nd fear. I am taking this class to overcome my fear. meh.
And then 6th, my friend came and we had a blast getting up and down the stairs xD while i waited for her to go to the bathroom, i went to my fave teachers room. The story goes that i went in, she saw my TA slips, told me "to stop teasing her and leave" (she was kidding btw) i told her sorry! And that i would be her TA next semester. I left after i told everyone in the class that she is an amazing teacher! We then went to our teachers room and filled up the form while he spoke to his students. While that happened, I made her braide my hair and she looked through my sketched x)
I had an amazing day at school,
after school,
i went to carls jr, and talked to my boyfriend and best friend about random stuff and how our first days went. My best friend had to leave so my boyfriend and i talked for a couple of hours. he kissed me passionately after a while... he hasn't kissed me in 3 weeks, and and and i got a ton of butterflies and weird sensations everywhere... that that it made me love him so much more.
I missed everything about high school, and i will miss it 2345678987654345678987654334567898765 times more once I graduate, but for now, I will
Live in the present, and do not think about the future so much.
I cant believe that I am a senior. So many people rushing back and forth on their first day.
It was amazing though, I can actually say that this was the best first day of school I have ever experienced.
I will tell you how it went,
First thing, my friend drove me to school, which was terrifying because this was the first day she went on actual road.
Then I went roaming around school to say hi to people I missed dearly. I then went to my favorite teachers room, and found her eating her breakfast. I missed her oh so much! She changed so much!
Then we took care of some of her errands and I was disappointed that I did not have her, also she was sad that I wouldn't TA for her until next semester.
Then I went to my locker and dumped everything that i did not need for my first 2 periods.
I then went to my reg room, where I spoke with an old friend
Then I went to my first period (all the way on the other side of school *phew*). I saw that i actually had so many friends in that class! I was so happy!
Then 2nd period, i had my first daily quiz, which isn't a shock because it was AP Calc xD
Then during nutrition i saw my boyfriend, i attacked him with the biggest hug i could give him because i missed him so much!!
Then 3rd, my 2nd favorite teacher showed up, it was his wifes class. She had to take care of taking her daughter to her first day of kindergarten, so cute!! We had a fun time talking C:
4th period was pretty awesome, AP Studio Art, wooh!!
During lunch, i went back and forth because i found my cousin *screeches* I attacked her with me calling her freshman xD I love bothering her. c; then i found my bacheh (kid in farsi) and told her we are TAing for my 2nd fave teacher during 6th. mwahaha.
and then 5th period, the only class where i do not have any friends in. Speech, my 2nd fear. I am taking this class to overcome my fear. meh.
And then 6th, my friend came and we had a blast getting up and down the stairs xD while i waited for her to go to the bathroom, i went to my fave teachers room. The story goes that i went in, she saw my TA slips, told me "to stop teasing her and leave" (she was kidding btw) i told her sorry! And that i would be her TA next semester. I left after i told everyone in the class that she is an amazing teacher! We then went to our teachers room and filled up the form while he spoke to his students. While that happened, I made her braide my hair and she looked through my sketched x)
I had an amazing day at school,
after school,
i went to carls jr, and talked to my boyfriend and best friend about random stuff and how our first days went. My best friend had to leave so my boyfriend and i talked for a couple of hours. he kissed me passionately after a while... he hasn't kissed me in 3 weeks, and and and i got a ton of butterflies and weird sensations everywhere... that that it made me love him so much more.
I missed everything about high school, and i will miss it 2345678987654345678987654334567898765 times more once I graduate, but for now, I will
Live in the present, and do not think about the future so much.
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Sorry.
2 min read
To all of my followers.
I know you're not many, but you're there I guess.
I thought I had friends I could trust.
I really did. But then I have realized I can't really trust anyone.
Not even myself.
I try to be nice, and understanding... but I guess people still look at my ugly past.
I know I was a horrible person, but haven't I changed?
Like... I think I have... but.. I don't really know anymore.
All I have been thru... no one has seen that. Cuz I don't tell anyone, I don't want them to know.
But I think I should say, I have been thru all kinds of bullying. Cyber, physical, mental and verbal.
And I feel like crap everyday. Altho I have a bright smile on my face, I feel dead inside because of my past.
I try to loom towards my future and not look back, but it always catches up to me.
And I crumble. I break. I cry and cry. I just need to know if someone is there to be right next to me, no matter what I do to them. If I'm a bitch, they can tell me and I will stop being one.
If I'm being mean to someone that they're friends with, I'll stop.
I will do anything they ask, just I ask for one thing in return, trust and care.
That's all.
I just need a true friend.
And a hug.
A long long hug.
I know you're not many, but you're there I guess.
I thought I had friends I could trust.
I really did. But then I have realized I can't really trust anyone.
Not even myself.
I try to be nice, and understanding... but I guess people still look at my ugly past.
I know I was a horrible person, but haven't I changed?
Like... I think I have... but.. I don't really know anymore.
All I have been thru... no one has seen that. Cuz I don't tell anyone, I don't want them to know.
But I think I should say, I have been thru all kinds of bullying. Cyber, physical, mental and verbal.
And I feel like crap everyday. Altho I have a bright smile on my face, I feel dead inside because of my past.
I try to loom towards my future and not look back, but it always catches up to me.
And I crumble. I break. I cry and cry. I just need to know if someone is there to be right next to me, no matter what I do to them. If I'm a bitch, they can tell me and I will stop being one.
If I'm being mean to someone that they're friends with, I'll stop.
I will do anything they ask, just I ask for one thing in return, trust and care.
That's all.
I just need a true friend.
And a hug.
A long long hug.
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A day without you
1 min read
A day without you is a day without hope
A day without you is a day without love
A day without you is a day without the most precious thing in the world
Thank you for being there my baby boy<3
I will cherish every moment I have with you even if anything wrong happens I will come right back for you
You are my love and my desire
I love you Mooshy boo<3
A day without you is a day without love
A day without you is a day without the most precious thing in the world
Thank you for being there my baby boy<3
I will cherish every moment I have with you even if anything wrong happens I will come right back for you
You are my love and my desire
I love you Mooshy boo<3
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